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Saturday, April 26, 2008 ' 00:27

Injured~Me~Awaiting

Recently see my dad but coconut and chop..like very fun so I also bought 3 of it on Thursday. Yesterday morning, my dad chopped 1 of it and now its my turn. Few minutes ago I went to chop the coconut while loading for my show at 土豆网. Then I accidentally cut my palm..I was trying to dig its flesh with a spoon, my finger's skin peel off- coz the flesh too hard le..and have to put hansaplast or else..very pain siaa.. ..

I really love to slack! Even though I have many things to do, I will wait until the last minute or postpone it. Maybe its the nature of me? Like my mum always say I am short-tempered and I told her no choice, I could not control it at times.. "A leapord cannot change its spots", it should be a fact..haha..
I tend to think a lot whenever I sit down quietly, especially by the window.. I will think of this world, and parts and parcels of my life.. This is the time when I will repent my mistakes and differentiate right or wrong..
Btw, my bro told me blog is to post special events of my life, but I tend to post unimportant things? I don't think so lehh..maybe i too excited to have set up this blog?LOL..but I will his advice and post some ups and downs moments.. Hope most are ups!! Hees.

I am still waiting for him to reply, patiently.. ..but I think he should be quite busy recently..Jia yOu worr~! I thought to keep this as a secret but I told my colleagues le..coz too excited mahhs..and they were surprised!
Last time, I tend to keep most things to myself but recently don't know why?, cannot even keep this simple secret. Perhaps I think expressing it out will let me feel better and others can understand my feelings, save my breath to hint hint..haha

Sign off,
Wileen

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 15:52

Precious moment:)

When I checked my e-mail just now, I was elated..Someone replied my mail. I can't really say he is my idol coz I never treat him as one, or should I say I don't wish to be his fans. My philosophy of an idol is like a vase..you can only admire it with no future..idol and fans are vice versa.. They are too high up..受万人爱戴, 高攀不上. But for this someone,..my mindset is a bit different..I seems to be awaiting for something..a miracle to happen.. ..
There is a quote: Its hurts when the person you like don't love you..but the most painful thing is not having the courage to let him/her know your heart..

Sign off,
Wileen

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Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 04:57

you're my destiny [魔女幼熙]

I love this..nice and touching show and song..its my ring tone too..haha

You're my destiny
nae gyote chum to kakka-yi wachwo
nowe do sonul chapgo hanchab-tongan
ne gyote chami tul-kopa
You're my everything
onjena nae ane isso my love
nae mamenojing no ppuniranun konman arajwo

nae pume kama-nhi issodo
shigani kunyang nomchwossumyon hae
hae malgum noye misoga
nae mame kipsogi turowa
naye kasume mudko issotdon nol hyanghan sarang
hyangkuthan norul nukkimyo itko shipo

hangsang nega nae-ge isso kakka-i
norul chomdo kunyang nukkil su itke

You're my destiny
nomanul wi-hae hamkke issulke
onjena hangsang katun jari-eso
nomanul para bol koya
You're my everything
nol wi-hae sara gol koya my love
nae mame norul kadwodul su itke horak-hae-jwo

hangsang nega nae-ge isso kakka-i
norul chomdo kunyang nukkil su itke

You're my destiny
nae gyote chum to kakka-yi wachwo
nowe do sonul chapgo hanchab-tongan
ne gyote chami tul-kopa
You're my everything
onjena nae ane isso my love
nae mamenojing no ppuniranun konman arajwo

You're my destiny
nomanul wi-hae hamkke issulke
onjena hangsang katun jari-eso
nomanul para bol koya
You're my everything
nol wi-hae sara gol koya my love
nae mame norul kadwodul su itke horak-hae-jwo

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' 01:48

My favourite pastime!

Wahh, night fall le..everyone should be sleeping but I am like an owl, doing all kinds of things..lolx..
I thought to pack my room today but fail to do so coz i feel so lazy..力不从心啊! Coz i watched the "少年杨家将" at 10.30pm..so nice the actors so young n cute..lolx..Then, now i go to watch it at 土豆网, can't wait for the next episode. I also following up with the "碧血箭" at 土豆网 coz the tv have to wait 1 week and I am too eager to know the story..haha..

But I am also listening to the song "替我爱你" by 陈迪雅. The music is so touching and I am attracted by its melody..I already attached the song to my blog as video from you-tube..kekez..I want to put it as background music lehh..but don't know how to lehh..

I like charmmy kitty, but thought this skin of my blog is too childish, and it will be too 麻烦 to change le coz has to redo the html thingy and needs alot of time..Now, i am glad to see people tagging me and saying its a nice blog..haha..Then, I shall not change it le..

Tomorrow evening go 教补习..Sianzz..Boring sia..

Aiyohh, I don't have chinese version in my PC, then have to find words from the chinese dictionary online then copy and paste, so 麻烦..But no choice, some words would seem better in chinese..wahaha..

Sign off,
Wileen

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Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 19:53

My sunday off..

Today is my off day. I usually don't go out, like to stay at home to do my own things and enjoy a quiet day..

In the afternoon I went to shop N save to buy 1 carton of the eclipse. Haha..I was so happy and excited awaiting for it coz I asked my TL to order the stock, but he aimai-aimai. Then I asked my supermarket manager to order instead. I was so happy when the stock arrived yesterday but I never bring enough cash, but can't wait for long, so today never work also go and buy. Its spearmint flavor, taste like mentos but most of all I like the box, nice and easily carry around and firmly keepable..

I thought and planned to pack my room today but watched the 2.30pm movie and ''The Truth'' recordings on friday. After that, I felt lazy to wash clothes and continue watching the replay "男人邦"- coz got Energy inside..lol and "唯我独尊"- They looking for a cool guy rep. I think well of M7 and he is the one..haha..But his own performance part quite wierd, like scared the wine bottle touched his hair or what. M1 did better in his dancing, like a star on stage. M8 also danced very well with his dango, 各有千秋 lahh..

Then I was so engrossed in the show when my parent came home after their shopping trip and my dad became so excited in shifting the TV set in the master bedroom. He asked my mum for help but she was doing her cooking. He asked me, but I rejected..don't know whyy lehh.. Then my dad carried the TV set to the living room all by himself, and accidentally dropped on the floor, omg!, n it cracked a bit later..alamak! Then my mum and I individually tried to carry the TV set, ohh dear, we can't even shift it! Don't how my dad can carry it somemore?! Then I feel so bad..He should feel very heavy bahh and I only cared about my tv programme..

Sign off,
Wileen

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Friday, April 18, 2008 ' 00:05

Bad mood

This is my 1st post and i am writing on something negative of myself. I don't know why can't I control my emotion..n feeling a little remorseful..

Today, I was upset with my TL while working at shopNsave. It was time for me to go home and he did not bother to close my counter, and think wat!, he still think himself right coz he was of bad mood. We, as part time cashiers, are calculated by hourly pay and it was actually wrong to drag our hours. It was not the 1st time this store did this and no action was done. Then my store manager seems to know and somehow the TL close to counter for me while I was doing 'face out'- arranging the stocks to the front of the rack. He shouted me to come back. My fiery got no where to vent but to swallow down my stomach. I was not a puppet for people to control coz I want freedom. This is seriously not the job for me. The higher authority kept taking advantage of we cashiers. We must come early for work, leave later than scheduled time plus counting money, can take up to 2hrs before we can go home. Its all because close our counter late up to 1hr. I remember got 1 time I overslept and report work around 15 minutes late. That day was my store manager's duty and know what, he close my counter 1hr later the scheduled time. My intuition tells me he did it purposely as he is one with time-concept. I think as a store manager, he should uphold a good example for his TLs or it will be a havoc to the policy of the company. I used to think this position as a cashier does not fit my status coz i think very highly of myself. However, there are more capable people outside. But at least to this store, I thought I was good.
Counting back, I work for this company probably drawing 2 years and I was still in midst of schooling. I thought my store manager looks highly on me and will be glad to let me involved in some administrative job. Perhaps I was always fast but careless and he reject my request twice and let one of my colleagues do it. I was very upset, really. One of my colleagues, who is a store assistant, encouraged me to leave the job for a better one and she boost my confidence. She always tell mi "Aiyah, u diploma holder why yearn for the administrative job?" At least someone thinks better of me and we began gossiping together. LOL - But I think my store manager is aware of it but he choose to keep silent.

Okay, come back to the topic of my foul mood. When i reach home from work, I was very tired coz I only slept for 4hrs the day before. After some chatting with my mum, I took and remind my mum and bro to wake me up around 5pm-6pm. In the end I woke up myself at 7.30pm. I was so furious to have missed part of my show at 7pm. I screamed at my bro, who was using my computer. I also nagged at my mum who had touched my things that was left on the sofa before my nap. I even attempted to beat my baby cousin as I suspect he touched my things, coz he always throw my things away or spoil them. I was really raged at the top of my hat. Then my mum screamed back at me after keeping a moment of silence. We quarreled again. She will use the tactic that i used on her - an eye for an eye. I thought I was a fool to let her know me inside-out. But she is my mum, if i were to think, how far can a mother withstand her child's wildness? She is good already. Whenever I throw my temper, which is a frequent, she will try very hard to stay silent. This is what I don't think I can endure if my child were to do the same to me. Whenever anyone is angry, they cannot think wisely, and I become so hate them. But when I cool down, I somehow will repent and apologize if it was real my fault. For today's matter, I admit it was partly my fault to scream at my mum, bro and baby cousin and sprouting those hurtful words. Pardon me to apologize verbally but to repent my mistake here. Hope they will forgive me..I have confessed my sin and hope to be forgiven.

Sign off,
Wileen

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Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 21:24

My new blog^_^

Eee..I spent the whole night creating a complete blog and its finally up! What a pity that i don't know how put background music. This blog was previously created but left untouched for a few months due to some setting up problems. Now its time for blogging!!
Cheers=)

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Wileen

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' 02:29

Please help me..

Finally update my blog but why cant i activate it huh..
I am not able to
set up the tag board well,
upload songs in it
link my friendster/profile in
Why?? How?

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Wileen

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