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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' 02:15

No freedom!

These few days got a few ICAs..like torture lorr.. Cannot sleep well coz I never study at daytime - keep watching tv programmes and when shows end, I also tired le..then sleep.. But I haven't study for my ICAs, so cannot sleep well..halfway sleeping I will jump up and read abit then sleep again.. and don't know izzit always like this I fall sick since Saturday night, after my work bahh..coz working at shop and save really very tired one..must do a lot of things..mainly is the supervisor don't want us eat snake..LOL
I always thought sick is good coz can take MCs..wahaha..but I am wrong siaa..very xin ku..sore throat, flu, backache and shiverings.. I ate whole box of strepsils le also no use lor..

Now still have PFSCON tut, Int Fin & Tre tut and AIS tut haven't do lor and later is the lesson le.. PFSCON tutor will check our tut de..so die die also have to do..but need a lot of time to do lehh.. Btw, I just had my PFSCON ICA and I cannot balance the a/c lor..I kept doing last minute changes to the P/L, then nearly cannot finish the test..but why cannot balance? We suspect is the depreciation expense already accounted for in the Acc. Depreciation.. But who knows except the tutor..

After lesson later, I need to go teach tuition at compassavale at 5pm, and rush for another tuition at Boon Keng at 7.30pm.. By the time I reach home should be 10 plus le bahh.. Luckily Thursday no school.. can rest..but also have to go for tuition again..coz the mum from the Boon Keng that tuition expect me to go teach her daughter every weekdays siaa..

Next week still have 2 ICAs coming up But I need to work at weekends lehh.. Then I also the lazy time of person, can slack jing liang slack de..how to study? Some people told me I so need $$ work so much? Hmm..partly is that reason coz I will spent what I earn..so must find someone to tame my spending habits..lols.. But the main reason is tuition is an easy and comforty task, why not? As for shop and save, I am thinking of working in that company in future mahh..then see my manager will recommend me anot..I doubt so..coz some adminstrative stuff he never let me do despite my offerings but he let my another colleague do it.. ..

Well, don't think that I so busy sure will slim down de.. I like never treat myself shabbily lorr.. coz after all my work, I will feed myself well de..with junk food bahh and become more round..and will avoid going out..coz a lot of people say I very fat le..then got the zi bei gan.. Although I hear le uneasy and keep waiting for tomorrow to slim down..and it never happen.. Hope I will pick up the determination soon.. ..

Okay, I will stop here or I will not have enough time to do my tutorials le.. later still have E-quiz..why cannot log in to do the practice? Thats why just now I bek chek and come to blog instead.. Coincidently saw Cheng xi blog, he got a very good gf le..abit disappointed le but will be happy for his happiness bahh.. ..

Sign off,
Wileen

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' 02:00

Tuition Students

Oh ya, This is my 1st student..Primary 1 only..

She horr..initially very good girl..after that very playful le.. Hope she can always stay like this focussed..
But she quite cute right? I like her eyes..big and round..wahaha.. ..

Btw, I got 1 more student now.. He also very playful..but smart:)

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Sunday, May 18, 2008 ' 22:24

Tire,Tiring and Tired

Hmm..more than a week never blog le.. Too tired lahh.. Almost everyday have to teach tuition after school and work during weekends.. Find time need to rest also cannot,..have to do tutorials, but most of the time also cannot complete them.. I am quite envious of my friends who never work as they will have tons of time to do tutorials and revision, and to play! I am bound by the responsible to the company. There are few times where I reject going for tuition coz of my tutorials..a lot of things to do and tutor will check, so really have no choice but to yi shi yi shi do.. Until now, I also don't know what the lecturers are teaching..so chimelogy.. Upcoming are all the ICAs and project.. I am going crazy le lahh and even crazy people are very free one lorr..

Okay stopping here, coz need to do discuss IB project with friends le..

Sign off,
Wileen

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ' 10:35

Why skipped lesson?

Posting at this timing..I was supposed to be in school, but I overslept lor.. My tutorial supposed to start at 9am but I woke up @ 9.10am..how to go? By the time I reach school horr, 10plus le..coz I also need to bath b4 going out mahh.. My friend smsed me that teacher in class le, I must reach quickly, coz this lecturer cum tutor don't like people to be late, to eat in class, to be noisy bla bla bla..
So, I chosen not to go for her lesson today lor..but she teach alot one lehh..until time gao gao.. This is International Finance and Treasury class, I actually quite enjoy her tutorial, although she abit naggy..keep saying we really start from point 0..coz we know little or even nothing about the financial market! So, hope my friends will update me after her lesson..or it will be difficult to catch up liao.. ..coz I really have not much time at home to sit down and do my tutorial, not even say revise my work siaa..
I don't like her during lecture..coz last week(1st week of school), just before her lecture, we need to tap our admin. card and I will tap for my friends or sometimes classmates.. Didn't realize she was just behind me and I shoot me: "why you tap so many cards?" I replied "my friends are inside the lecture room, so no problem to tap for them". Then she tell my coldly: "they are supposed to tap their own card!" Ok lor, bo bianI went back to the lecture room..but bua kia si go tap again.. I told my friends and They surprised at first, but also bua kia si..I tapped for them again for her next lecture..LOL

Hwee kee told me I very long never post my blog le..its only a few days nia.. But actually I already prepare 2 blogs..haven't post yet..1st is about my shopping spree last week..I awaiting to get my laptop fixed for the internet connection and I can post together with photos. The 2nd post is about a guy..that I hesitated to post or not.. Mei fen told me its already so long time le..no point posting..so let me think over again..
Ok, gtg le..coz I got a make-up lecture at 1pm..have to prepare to go school le.. Later in the evening still have to teach tuition..The mother so wierd..her child's exam ends today lor..and she want me to continue my tuition without break! I went to teach her child for consecutively 5days le ..can imagine I am tired out le..coz Day time schooling, Night time tuition, Weekends work.. Even my favourite tv shows also no time to watch..Not long after reaching home, I was on bed, in my dreams.. ..maybe today dream too much..then woke up late for my class lor..

Sign off,
Wileen

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Friday, May 2, 2008 ' 01:05

放不下的单恋.. ..

Hmm... This is usually a sensitive topic for people, and I am not the exception. Recently my sec. school friend, Lixin asked me out for gathering, sadly I got to know it last minute, so missed it. She asked me to bring my bf along for the next gathering.. I so paiseh lorr..to tell her don't have..goshh..Then, somehow, something flashed by her mind that I still waiting xxxx..Frankly, when I heard this name, I will feel don't know nervous or excited and have stomachache..so wierd..
I don't know why I become quite happy to know how he is doing..lol My poly friends all told me its I 放不下, still hoping for the impossible..

I knew very clearly that blog is visible for everyone..but I still hope he won't see it coz like me so 内向 type of person, sure very 尴尬 one.. Then let his gf see also reflects badly on me.., so I have been thinking whether to post it or not.. ..

Perhaps is I really 放不下, but I always believe everyone needs something to push them on..I rely on this wishful pinning.. Seems like I so pathetic horr..But I cannot think that way or I will always 以泪洗面 le.. Now thinking of this, my tears rolled out again..stupid tears!

To make it transparent, I admired him since I was in sec2, OMG I also cannot believe. Initially it was only that he fits in my criteria. But, bcoz of him, I often stay back in school, like secretly accompany him..of cos not to let him find out.. N bcoz to get his info I even accompany his so called "god sister" home and chat in the bus. I thought not to let him know, but 好事不出门,坏事传千里..he knew.. I want to find a tunnel to crawl in ahh.. N at that time, he like one of my former classmates..

My heart sank when these happened to me..
~ When we doing the newspaper cutting in class during sec2 times, he wanted to borrow my glue. Okay, I told him its with one of my classmates and he told me "去拿给我啦!" and I really bring it to him. My friends said I was silly..perhaps yes but..haizz don't say le..

~ When it was his birthday, still in sec2, he threw a party at his home and he invited many friends..except me. Then my friends helped me asked him to let me go his party, and I heard he said "if I want to come, come lor.." N I don't why I still have the cheek to go for his party Maybe that time I still quite young, never think soo much.. I went there early, with Lixiandwe helped him to start the stove etc. I did not enjoy..only doing the bbq-ing with Lixin and xxxx's mum..His attention was only with his 心上人..patiently awaiting for her late arrival..She sat a taxi in, holding a big teddy bear n I could see the smile on his face. The girl was very popular among guys..and everyone likes to play with her and make fun with her..I happen to see them play, with the birthday cake..Ryan tried to stop them from having over fun with the girl and willing to do pumping for her. Hmm..if I did not remember wrongly, he really did! My heart crashed at the moment and I was very envy of that girl. Lixin and I later go 透气 and She told me to forget him..we are impossible and xxxx is planning to marry the girl in future etc.. Even at the end of the party, heading home, she also persuaded me to give him up, he will never ever fall for me.. ..Never lie, Tears rolling out and I sobbed as i was walking on the path back home, of cos until Lixin couldn't see me.. Upon reaching home, all I do was to hid myself in my pillow and cried almost the whole night. This is not the pain of relationship, but the price I have to pay for the one-sided love.. N it was a real torment for me!

~ Bcoz of him, I secretly did many things, eg. in sec3, he fall for one of my guides and I would take special care for her..When I accidentally made her blue-black on the ankle after a game coz of the tying of ropes, everyone like blaming me.. Then, I also blamed myself and tried ways of helping her..ending up ignoring the blow of the guide's whistle and got scolded.. I even apologized to xxxx, to my carelessness ending up hurting his beloved. He said until so 理直气壮 nvm and not his business! But what happened, Lixin later told me he cared so much for her, attempting to bring her to the doctor etc. Can uu imagine my feeling? Really don't noe what to say le lorr..

~ In around sec3 june, upon receiving his cold shoulder coz of our 诽闻, I even wrote a letter for him to request to be friends. Attached with the letter was my hand-made friendship band- friendship band was on trend at that time..

~ During my sec4 NDP at the holding school, his gf was one of my guides leader. I could only quietly look at what she did for him and their blissfulness. I could say to purposely sit beside her to have a near distance with him. I must be mad le lorr.. They were celebrating the National Day so happily and I really hoped to give them my blessing though I got a lot of 不舍得..but this kinda thingy is far beyond my control.. Later, my friends began to dislike him coz of his arrogance and I also realized he is very flirtatious, or should I say it nicely, a playboy? But I also not his who, so cannot say anything.. Maybe its right to say that love is no right or wrong and 真的在我眼里出西虱呀!

~ Things doesn't seems to turn better during my last year in sec school. During the F&N camp, its a great opportunity for me actually but.. I really don't want to be so thick skinned le..its enough for me! Occasionally, I will dream of him..LOL..N there were good and bad ones.. After receiving my O level results, or should I say our results, he only congrats me..nothing le..totally different from what I had dreamt siaa.. After that, once a while after my guides, I saw him perhaps after his sports, at food court..sadly, we treated each other transparent.. ..

This is nt cooked up de..lols. I thought to find sumone else to forget him but I cannot hurt others mahh..thats y I remain single lorrs.. 初恋 should be e most memorable one mahh, so must b my true lurve..

After revealin it.. I felt alittle relieve.. whether or nt to 放下, it rlly depend on my determination le.. So, jia youu Wileen! uu can do it!

Sign off,
Wileen

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' 00:09

School~Shoppin!

On wed, I went for Shopping, sadly alone but good that I can move faster-easier to shop for things. I went to 4 places in a single day..wasn't great?! Hahaha... Bcoz my lecturer cum tutor cancel the tutorial for wed 11am-1pm slot, so...I got a whole day to paint the town red..hees
In the morning I supposed to start school at 9am then all of the bus no.72 full sia..I cant even squeeze in. Then an uncle bua paiseh, snatch in front of me to get into the bus when someone got off. WTH. So not gentleman..no wonder he so kiasu. Then I very angry lor, nearly late for school and have to change 2 buses instead then need to walk from the engineering block..still far siaa.. Although NYP is small, but the walking distance seems very tiring and long if one were to be in a rush. Know how my mood changed? Brenda called asking me to meet her to take my testimonial from CSC. Wahaha.. It will be a referral to my future boss.. That time TEP training I could not get an award..abit of upset lahh but still happy for those who got the awards..haha, and me getting this testimonial is better then nothing..but most people working at outsource at CSC also have lorr..LOL! Okay, after school I walked to AMK central..mind u, its only 10plus morning.. Popular also close, cannot buy books. Then go shop shop, This fashion, AMK hub etc..any shop that were opened.. Then I bought some accessories, shoes, lingerings unimportant things lahh..the book still never buy..coz left 1, and too old le.. N I thought to go elsewhere to look for the books instead.. ..
Gains of my shopping trips: 1st stop..Accessories
Shoes
Lingerings
2nd stop..Addition to previous facial package
Bag
Stationeries
Watch
3rd stop..Do new spectacles
4th stop..Full set Bio-essence products
Hairdo plus 2 hair products
plus some takeaways..
So, you know, my pocket had a damn big hole..all my really hard-earned $$ gone..somemore is at the start of the week nia.. I have been working as part-time cashier at ShopNsave Buangkok Crescent, the pay is only $4.20/hr..frankly, like me this kind of spent-thrift is surely not enough de..

Hmm..This is my testimonial:

N These are some of the things that I bought:

N This is my new hairstyle..n hair products..

By the end of the trip, I carried so many things like auntie lorr.. Knew earlier I should but bit by bit siaa..carry until whole elbow ache..now still pain! Wahh so tired le, next day labour day still have to work..siann..

Sign off,
Wileen

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